Still waiting...and regrets...

I've two wonderfully productive days helping a friend do inventory. It's been great to keep my mind occupied while waiting for news on a job I interviewed for. I love projects that require that level of concentration when I have a lot on my mind. So grateful that this project and the waiting were aligned at the same time! :)

Still no word about the job, so today I'll be trying to keep the mind occupied on my own. Scary! I know I'm not good at it and it seems the more I try, the harder it is for me to get lost in something. Suggestions anyone???

As for the regrets...something happened with another friend yesterday that is weighing heavily on me. A discussion that took an unexpected path. And then fell right off a cliff. It makes me terribly sad that it happened and even more sad that I'm not sure I can "fix" it. I'm spending lots of time replaying and analyzing things and trying to determine what I could have done different. There will be much self-examination resulting from this and I'm going to try and find the opportunity for personal growth from the experience. Hugs to my friend...and apologies.